I cannot believe it’s been a year since my last post, I don’t even know where to start… well first off, I still haven’t created my website (ˊ̥̥̥̥̥ ³ ˋ̥̥̥̥̥)
Soo much has happened since my last post, I had quite a lot planned; creating a website, creating new artwork and jewellery, vlogging. I also wanted to concentrate on my portfolio and focus on a career change.
So far I’ve managed to do one of those things, which is better than nothing!
Around February things at home just started to spiral out of control, I was in a bad environment; it was giving me anxiety, I became depressed… eventually I gave up on my artwork and nearly gave up on myself. This lasted for about two solid months… after this I was told to get out of the house, I found a job that I didn’t really care about and I moved in with my boyfriend. I felt relieved in a way, because I wasn’t in a dark atmosphere anymore and now I get to see my boyfriend everyday! Plus I could finally focus on what I enjoy doing most…
I started my new job in May and it was just work, work, work! I was working like a Donkey and still am. I didn’t make time to focus on my artwork at all. I work in a gym and I love keeping fit. Last year I stopped working out completely because I was trying soo hard to make my business idea work. So this year for the whole summer it was just work and gym, I was eating well, I was getting stronger. I was happy! Eventually I started to realize I wasn’t going anywhere career wise, so I decided to tone it down and make a start on my portfolio.
I wanted to re-design Killastrations; new logo, new artwork and new jewellery designs. I did a stupid thing by not backing up my work that I put 100% into and the day I was so focused on updating all my social media’s, and revamping Killastrations – when I plugged in my USB ‘NOTHING’ … I was so angry with myself. All my work was gone!.. I guess it’s not too bad considering I’m going to revamp it anyway, but I just needed it to recap what I have created. Since then I’ve been concentrating on my UI portfolio.
(ؑ⸍⸍ᵕؑ̇⸍⸍)◞✧ …I’m slowly getting there, I’ve found it difficult to balance shift work and focus on my artwork at home. I’m just always tired from work now, but I am making sure I work on something everyday. Even if it’s just 30mins colouring something.
I’ve created a page showing my UI development; I’ve decided to re-design a few UI in a mobile game that I play. I have struggled to concentrate on this project, I got slightly bored from it at one point, but I feel it’s coming along and now I’m really focused on it. I’m also working on other pieces like weapon icons, food icons and plants etc..
This is just a colour block of weapons, I was inspired by some of the weapons in a game I used to play called ‘DOFUS’…
This took me about five hours, but I’ve been watching Netflix whilst working on this which isn’t a good idea (＾▽＾)…
I feel more positive about myself and I’m happy that I’m back on Illustrator ∩(︶▽︶)∩ …I am thankful for my boyfriend and my sister who are the only ones who have stood by me and pushed me to pursue what I love doing most ~ love you guys ~ ♡
My next post will show my weapons with more colour and shading and an update on my UI portfolio.